Rachel the Ravenclaw

I should update a little


I'm pregnant with twins. As of this week we have confirmed two things:
1) They are fraternal.
2) My cervix is crap.

So I'm on severely reduced activity, hoping to not end up on bedrest/hospitalized. We're at twenty weeks, and my doctors want me to get to 24 first, then go from there. It's a little scary, but I am always the optimist.

Rachel the Ravenclaw

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Watching Rose play on the floor, I'm remembering back to 2009 at this time. Jesse and I had just been out on our first date. Thanksgiving was coming up, and we were trying to figure out when we could see each other again.

I was thinking that I could easily fall in love with that man. Thinking back, I'm pretty sure I already had. By Thanksgiving, I definitely had, even if I hadn't admitted it to myself yet. (My dad told me on my wedding day that when I told them I was seeing someone that holiday, I apparently sparkled. He was pretty sure I was in love then, though
I didn't tell Jesse until January.)

I missed posting on our meetaversary, but I just was thinking how lucky I am and how much I love my husband.

Happy four years, jesse_in_boston. I still sparkle for you.

Rachel the Ravenclaw

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There is a baby asleep on me where an infant used to be.

Soon-too soon- there may be a toddler curled into my side after a nightmare. Then a child...

I ought to put her back in her bed and get some sleep. But right now, she sleeps on me.